@ Saturday, October 04, 2008
The Moments.
Life is like an ocean. You sit and watch the tides of life change, not really paying much attention, while time slowly drowns you.
In life, there are many lessons that only time can teach you, like how much you love someone.
It's nearly impossible to know that, until you spend your days without them.
And then there are those lessons that you can learn only through the beating of your heart,
and through feeling such strong emotions that you can barely breathe.
Then finally, the essence of time and the power of your heart crossing paths,
and the only knowledge you're left with is the realization that time is the one thing that keeps you from letting go.
No, it's never the embracing, or the memories.
Not the laughter or the tears, only time.
Time is a wheel in constant motion, so you just have to ride with it and take all the bumps and turns.
Just focus on the destination and it will get you through.
STUPID
Triggered by temper, she did this to herself.
What she wanted was something simple.
Her friends knew what's going on, they did everything to show they cares.
Just what is she thinking about.
She ain't crazy, not suffering from depression.
Having known all the consequences but it does not stopped her.
Took the courage and gave few slashes.
She knew she won't be dying.
Ever slash she thought to herself, why.
She did not feel any pain at all, just heart-broken.
The pain in her heart will never be erased, becos she was hurt so badly.
That she couldn't think logically.
She tries, can anyone tell?
She wasn't the best but definitely not the worst.
Don't ever sympatise or pity her, she dun need any.
What she want, was being understood.
That's all.
She tried to love and cherish herself, so much so much.
But each time, there's bound to have something bad happening.
She totally know what she's doing, how pathetic.
Asked if she has a choice, and it seems like it will lighten her agony by doing so?
It seems like there's no better choice, isn't it?
I supposed she will keep trying now to make things better.
Pray hard for her she will be alright =)
The only thing that keeps her going, her friends.
Posted by Choonni at 11:45 PM.