I LIED TO MYSELF OVER AND OVER AGAIN!
IT'S THE BEST COMFORT, I THOUGHT.
BUT NO IT ISN'T, IT MAKES ME FEEL WORST THAN EVER.
I FIND MYSELF SO CRUEL AND SCARY
I CAN'T LOVE MYSELF AS MUCH AS I DO
TRYING HARD TO BE NORMAL
TELL ME HOW.
Posted by Choonni at 3:19 AM.