
Then happened to browse across this "holy" book.
It says:
Becos you feel guilty you had, you deserve to be punished.
Becos you feel you deserve to be punished, you make bad decisions and do stupid things and you thought you ended up getting punished...
And I realised what he says, tally with it. HAHAHA Bad Decisions and Stupid things, okay i got it. No wonder you have been saying "that" all the time.
This is what I quoted from the book itself, definitely caught my attention.
I almost teared whilst reading, I tried to control and it helps.
Totally right to my heart.
Back and forth the pendulum swings, from nothingness to panic, and from panic to nothingness.
But in all of that, there are no answers.
So where do the answers go?