p/s: Don't you sense that I have been putting myself in your shoes all along,
that's why I trusted you so much that I don't even know why too.
And I seriously have no idea what keeps me lingering till now,
when I know it's gonna be real hard for me.
I do pity myself but once the thought of you struggling as well,
every bits of what I'm going though, I tolerated it.
You don't have to sympatise me,
the days are so long to get over,
I do tear too, afterall I'm nobody,
just a vulnerable someone.
But again, I know it won't help much by crying.
And thus I kept quiet when I'm feeling all sorts of @#$!#@!!#$.
You kept me going, don't you know that.
Please spare a thought for me if you understand what I have been through.
It's never easy at all.
Did I once grumble to you how much I feel, no I didn't
Did I once force you to do something you didn't like, no I didn't
Did I once say no to anything, no I didn't
Did I once hurt you, no I didn't
Did I once not trust you, no I didn't
You know how much I wanted to swallow whatever it is
But I have a breakdown.
I can't, don't you think I was the one who's hurt the deepest ever?
Maybe all. I placed you more than anything. Do you really know?

Because there are still things that you don't know at all!