ok i made up my mind..i going to quit!!!!!in the meantime i will work while i go find other part time job which can accept who i am..as in well somewhere that JEALOUSY wun EXIST..hopefully there's tis kind of job..haha..hmm february going to come soon and i will be having holidays for 9 weeks..so i can actually work and work and work..i will request more hours cos of my holiday then earn alot then QUIT..good plan!!!wahahahaha..hmmm den after tat i should just rest..or probably just go for a holiday with shu shu..loon loon and yiling..i am juz too tired of the lifestyle now..
ok i noe and i am spoilt..wahahaha cos mummy really dote on me till i really get used to what i am now..very comfortable at home cos she love me too much..i noe it de k..but i noe she dunnoe how i feel at work if not i confirm/assure she will ask me stay at home and she will cook stuff for me to eat and watch those Tv shows with me..how nice of her...but ever since i work..i got less time for her..i noe she care de k..haha but she nv say..lalalala..she love me..i noe she do..haha..so i am not independent which means i am very easily affected cos i am too used of pple doting me..i should change then..to be more independent..takes time..
oh ya and my classmates keep asking me why a sudden change as in no smile?no laughter?no lame jokes?haha hmm juz no mood..lalallaa..ok shall smile and create laughter if u guys like..wahahhaa..i love them...they accept me for who i am!!!

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