i saw tis note in mango drawer written by her
"she's the gal only bad guy wants"
totally upset..
totally disappointed
totally too much
totally fuck up
totally confused
totally hurting
totally dread of working
i guess she dunnoe i saw it..but i simply took the paper and keep it..pls dun regret wat u say and how u treat me..i will double return back..trust me..i juz dun wanna to..

i shall not name them
Today situation 4 characters: A,B,C, Y,Z
A, B,C are pple who ignored me while Y,Z are pple who talk to me
A and B and C saw me yet they even say hi..however they did talk to me when Y came over and B actually ask Y why keep chatting with me..haha influencing ar..nvm..ok den C say my hair colour wasn't nice but Z told me dun worry she dun appreciate it at all..no taste..haha i noe Y and Z are nice pple cos they are..working there quite some time le..i truely noe who's the angel and devil..i mean ok i am not a nice person too unless provoked..aiyayayaaya somehow is hard to decide for me...Y ask me to stop worrying cos Y understand how i feel..wahahhaa

Ok after work home with shu shu..haha we went to night market cos i was hungry however something idiotic happened..but i dun wish to blog..haha not abt shu shu but me..lolz..

i got leave for 14th feb..going to celebrate wih my dear_______..lalalala..REALITY..

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